It hurts

  Thee mou gt ponaw toso polu? Merikes fores apla den to antexw allo kai alles shkonome kai eimai poio dunatos!Ponaw toso ma toso polu mia mixh sunestheimaton pou ekrhgnete sinexeia mesa mou kai se kathe ekrhxh ponaw toso polu pou sxedon petheno!
  Thee mou gt na ponaw toso polu?Thelo na eletherotho thelo na fugo apo edw kai na paw se ena meros pou na mhn uparxoun kakies oi anthropoina noiazonte gia se na kai na se agapane!Thelo na fugo kai na paw sto meros pou pragmatika aniko!
  Thee mou se parakalw boithise mou na apalhno ton pono mou! Den mporo na ton stamathso ton pono se parakalw dose mou dunamh! Thee mou pes mou gt na erxonte ola mazoi? Dexome thee mou oti exw kanei polla kaka pragmata sthn zwh m, den xero omos ean ta axoizw ola auta!
 Thee mou eimai mperdemenos, kourasmenos kai to mono pou niotho einai ponos tipota allo..............
Makari na uphrxan deuteres eukeries!makari,makari.....................................

Myths and legends

Myths

«Είμαι otherkin. Δεν μπορώ να είμαι λιγότερο ειλικρινής με τον εαυτό μου, με τη φύση μου. Δεν ανήκω σε αυτόν τον κόσμο παρόλο που γεννήθηκα εδώ.
Και δεν μπορώ να σας δώσω να το καταλάβετε καλύτερα, γιατί δεν υπάρχουν λέξεις να περιγράψουν αυτήν τη γνώση κι αυτήν τη νοσταλγία, και μόνο αν είστε όπως κι εγώ, μόνο τότε, θα είστε σίγουροι ότι λέω την αλήθεια». To 30% ton anthropwn isxhrozonte pws einai otherkin. Einai dld kanonika anthropoi alla den exoun anthropinoi psuxh.

  Posoi apo esas niothete oti den anhkete se auton ton kosmo? Oti kati den paei kala kai oti ola auta einai ena kako oneiro to opoio opou na ne tha teleiosei kai tha metaferthite ston pragmatiko kosmo opou eprepe na eiste? Se posous apo esas sumbenoun  pragmata paraloga enw gia tous guro sas einai apolutos fusiologika? Posoi exoun anamnhseis kai sunexeis anexhgita oneira apo allous kosmous kai zwes ta opoia den mporoun na perigraftoun? Omws ti pragmatika mporei na einai ta otherkin?
  Sigoura oloi sas tha exete akousta kapoia "plasmata tis fantasias" opos ta apokaloun. Kapoioi den pisteyoun oti uparxoun tetoia pragmata, alloi den einai sigouroi kai ena mikro pososto pisteyoun sigouroi oti kapou uparxoun.Neraides, xwtika, monokeroi, drakoi, stoixia, demonia, pneumatikoi lukoi(spirit wolfs)  ktl. Bealive it or not, uparxoun tetoia magika plasmata. 

 

   H psuxh auton ton plasmaton kapoies fores tuxenei kai pagideuonte ston kosmo mas me tin morfh anthropou! Auto kata thn gnomh m ginete gia kapoious sygekrimenous logous, opos otan exorizonte apo auton ton magiko topo tous kai san timwria eklobizonte ston kosmo mas, merikes fores apo mia megalh maxh apla gia na dunamosoun kai pali thn dunamh kai thn mageia tous psaxnoun ena doxeio gia na kruftoun kai na xekourastoun, mpore na einai edw gia na mas upenthimizoun kai na mas boithane na mhn autokatastrafoume. Tipota den einai sigouro omos!

    Uparxoun omos kai me thn dikia tous morfh, thn magikh gia emas emfanish tous. Auth h goiteutikh morfh tous den emfanizete sta matia mas dioth o anthropos einai ena autokatastrofuko apo thn fush tou plasma kai me auto paragonta mporei na katastrepsei kai tous guro tou. Kai epidei mia eikona ison xilies lexeis....

  Einai dikaioma tou kathena na pisteuei opou thelei kai na katastrefete opos thelei, alla den exei kanena dikaioma na katastrefh tpt allo ektos apo ton idio tou ton eauto! To pragmatiko sou onoma mporeis na to breis bathia mesa sou!
 

Unequal battle!

Poso kairo mporeis na maxese me ton eauto sou?

Alles fores nikas kai alles xaneis....Kapoios eixe pei oti kalhtera na agaliazeis ton egw sou kai na symfeilhonese me auto, alla einai poio duskolo apo oti akougete..POLU poio duskolo!

Sthn arxh akous fones mesa sto kaifali sou na sou lene duafora kai na se othoun na kaneis pragmata pou pote den tha ekanes, san kati na elenxh thn kathe sou kinhsh san mia mikrh marioneta pou exei xekatharei logikh alla den mporei na kounithei apo monh tis, kai molis autos pou thn xeirhzete kanei auto pou thelei apla thn afhnh katw na dextei tis sunepeies! 

Meta prospatheis na xefugeis prospatheis na allaxeis kai na diorthoseis oti egine ma molis to egw sou dunamosh pali arxhzei kai se trwh mera me thn mera ligo ligo ospou na se kuriarxhsh pali kai na arxhsh gia allh mia fora kai opos leei kai to tragoudi "otan ola ftasous sto muden xekinoun xana".

Merikes fores xaneis merikes fores nikas kai pali apo thn arxh. To megalhtero problhma einai otan arxisoun kai sou milane kai alles fones. Fones amfibolias, tromou, anasfalias,misous ktl.Uparxoun bebaia kai oi alles fones, oi kales pou sou lene to swsto kai to th tha htan kalhtera na kaneis gia na mhn plhgoseis kanenan, Fones pou sou lene na arxhseis na peteas mazoi me tous allous kai oxi na tous katebaseis sthn gei epidei esu den mporeis na petaxeis H den theleis!

KAthese kai anarwtiese kai les giath na ginoun etc ta pragmata? Kai panta tote petagonte duafores fones kai sou lene oti esu to epelexes, epilogh sou htan na mhn to palepseis, na mhn prospatheiseis poio sklhra, na mhn nikishs! 

Kai sto telos meneis apla mono sou kai stenaxwriesai kai psaxneis na breis tropous gia to pws tha diorthoseis ta pragmata kai to pws thn epomenh fora tha nikisis authn thn thanasimh maxh! 

 To erwthma omos einai to exeis:Pws mporeis na symfiliotheis me ton eauto sou enw 

autos thelei na se katastrepsei?